back by popular demand: CAROLINE'S POINTLESS POSTS! --comming soon

i got an email from my friend veronica the other day, complaining that i don't undate my blog enough. well ok! i'll post mo i promise! i'll try to post a new one every day or every other day. but i'm going to my cabin later today for the rest of the week, till sunday, so THEN i'll start posting alot more


whoa typos galore up there!! oh well, i'm not fixing them, so tough beans. it'll improve your reading skills

ODE TO HANNAH

haha even though me and hannah a usually fighting, really i love her, and would be so lonely without her, and here are some good memories :D

-rollerblading in liberty park-- we need to do that again! with marley!
-remember when we used to play with the figures in the doll house, never with the actual dolls, because we always wished we were animals. not to mention the dolls were butt-ugly
-remember when we used to pretend that we were spice girls? and we both always wanted to be baby spice, and em was always sporty spice
-remember sitting in christine's cherry tree and eating cherries? and i had this special spot, and i got really mad if someone sat there. lol it was like the best spot.
-remember singing at the top of our lungs in the car with dad? grandmas featherbed and thank "heavens" i'm a country boy?
-remember when we first got the nintendo, and yo were always better than me, like waay better, so you went easy on me, becuause i'd whine lol

you're the sweetest sister i could ask for, and i wouldn't trade yuo, no matter how many times i say that i would.

time to shine!

today's day of pointless school:
~there were no classes
~all i did was wander around the halls trying to find something to
do with a handful of other bored people
~but it wasn't a total loss

so we wandered into the band room, (which i've never been in before) so i could play the piano, becuse we were running out of things we could do. well i sat down and started to play "bobo's blues" (THANK YOU HAM!!) on the piano, when the band teacher, who was just in his office doing some grades or something else on the compute, comes out, interested.

He says to me: wow you can really play piano

Me: um ya heh heh

Him: are you in any music classes?

Me: *shakes head*

Him: can you read music?

Me: yes

him: how long have you been playing?

Me: um about seven years

him: want to be in jazz band? usually you have to audition, but i'll take that as your audition

so YEA!! I'M SO EXCITED! wow i can't believe he thought i was that good though! haha and the jazz band is better than regular band, which you don't have to audition for. wow and i don't even know the teacher's name, and i doubt he knows mine. he said if i was in regular band, i'd be playing the xylophone, but in jazz band i could play the piano. :D that is so awesome! so i went and changed my schedual right away. i THINK his name is Mr.Dickenson or something like that. but ya, the old teacher (maybe you remember him?) Mr.Green retired in December.


*****UPDATE*****
my brother rj just pointed out a fact that i didn't think of before
I BET THE TEACHER THINKS I WAS IMPROVISING!! THAT MEANS HE THINKS I WAS LIKE 2000 TIMES BETTER THAN I ACTUALLY AM!!! NO WONDER HE WAS SO ANXIOUS TO HAVE ME IN JAZZ BAND!! NO WHAT DO I DO?? GAH! I'M TOAST!!!!!!!!!!! BURNT TO A CRISP TOAST!!!!!!
GAAAAH!!!!!!!! NO!!!!! AHHH!!! ASDFJ;LKASDHFA;SDUFHASD
*hitting head on keyboard*
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AW;LEFH
NO!!
WHY IN THE WORLD DIDN'T I TELL HIM?!?! NOW I HAVE TO SPEND THE SUMMER WORKING MY BUTT OFF TRYING LEARNING HOW TO ACTUALLY IMPROVISE!!!! UGH! I WISH THE TEACHER HAD ASKED ME IF I WAS IMPROVISING!!!! GAH!!

the last few days of school!!

ok so this is a picture i crew! it's not very good, but it looks like erica doesn't it! but it also looks like clelste too. it's SUPPOSED to be celeste, but if you havn't seen her, you'd think it ws erica


no one goes the last few days of school after year book day, but guess what, I HAVE TO GO ugh yup. i get a few extra days of doing nothing. the teachers tell us not to go, because we're not DOING anything in school anymore. there is no roll, no bells, just wandering aimelessly around tryingto find something to do. a total waste of time that i could be using to sleep in!!!

i got my cheer uniform today! an di'm wearing it right now. it's so cute!! i'm excited.

The Ruins of Gorlan by John Flanagan

My review

OH so good!!! i havn't read a good fantasy like that in a while and can't wait to read the rest of the series!!


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anyone who loves fantasy whould read that book!! you'll love the whole seirse (sp??!!)

um ok what else??... i don't know! so bye for now!

a poem about bella and jacob in

Just Grab My Hand

my jacob black
i can see
that you have
feelings for me

now you have me confused
what am i feeling?
i've never felt liek this before
this idea leaves me reeling

i am glad
i know you care
you like me for me
not the color of my hair

but i'm so selfish
i can't let you go
i need you
more than yuo even know

like a drug, you are to me
out of control
but i'm not even sure what i'm feeling
what exactally is my goal?

they say we fit together
that we, eachother, understand
it's a leaf of faith
just grab my hand

now you ahve me confused
what am i feeling?
i've never felt like this before
this idea leaves me reeling...

don't let go

ew that is the sickest thing i ever saw? what is with this week and gore??

ok so disecting a frog wasn't enough guts for me this week, i get a double dose, watching a fab movie in driver's ed called "red asphalt III". ya the name says it all. it was so sick! we saw people's brains and blood spattered all over the ground, and the people who had to pick it up, and the rest of the body, with chuncks missing out of the skull as the pulled it, mangled, out of the crash. ew that is o sick! i'm always going to wear my seatbelt now. there was so much blood...

finals! they are over (except one) i stayed up late last night finishing it all, but in the end i got it done! but for a price...:-s i feel asleep during my goemetry final today...oops....so i kinda guessed on the last bunch of questions...yaaa, we'll see how that turns out...

also i was SUPPOSED to get my cheer uniform today!!! but they LIED! it's not here yet!!! uuurgh!!!

also i feel kinda bad today...well i was a bit harsh to my guy friend, but i would've chickened out and not talked to him about something, but then i made the mistake (but was it really bad that i did?) of telling erica what it was about, so sence i was too shy and chickened out basically of talking to him, erica marched right up and told him everything, while i jsut stood there looking like an idiot. then he didn't even hug me today! so i hope he isnt mad at me..... i'm sorry to him, if he reads this!

ok did that last paragraph make any sense? i hope so, but i'm not changing it to make it more understandable, so tough beans


FRIEND SOPTLIGHT:

this friend is a bit crazy, sometimes. but they are a lifesaver. always "helping" me with my home work. but we both "help" eachother, almost trading off on who helps who. we always have something to talk about, and it usually ends up to be one single thing! but whatever they think, i don't get tired about talking about it. they are my voice, when i'm too shy to actually speak up and do stuff. i'll say it again: they are a lifesaver. what would i do without them?

deadly finals ugh! i hate them

ok here's something about me today:

things i love:
~the beach, any beach
~the color blue
~cheer
~boys
~tabasco, or chalula mm
things i hate:
~disecting animals :-s
~boys
~finals
~flipping on the trampoline, but not landing on the actual trampoline
~bad hair days (like today)
things i'm going to do before i die:
~stay up for a whole night
~sleep for a whole day
~learn to sing and play piano, at the same time!-waaay impossible
~stop being shy
song i'm listening to right now:
~here comes the sun by the beatles
stuff i should be doing right now, but instead i'm blogging
~french final, geography final, english final oh joy
stuff i did today at school:
~disected a frog, omg i almost puked...
~D.E. was canceled, yeeess
~fitted for camp wear (cheer stuff)
stuff i'm looking forward to
~turning 16
~summer vacation
~BBQ next tuesday night
~yearbook
~CHEER UNIFORM TOMORROW!
~not waking up at 6:00 am everyday


FRIEND SPOTLIGHT:

this friend, is one of the sweetest people i know. They always listen to me, even when i'm probably boring them with my stupid petty life problems. They try to offer solutions, not always the best ones, but try to be helpful. They are very funny, and intelligent, and very easy to read.